Still Marching

I had a good old meltdown yesterday. I guess I knew that was coming, but I so didn't want it to. I was tired from traveling to Kansas and back for Andy's grandfather's 90th birthday, and trying to get ready for my aunt to come in... And then I found out Mom was not liking the meals I've been fixing... Plus, I was so busy I didn't get a shower until almost 5 pm.

And let me tell you... There was major crumblage. I cried and cried and cried and yelled... The worst part was, I yelled while Mom was in the room. I didn't Yell at her. I yelled Near her. (There really is a distinction), but I still felt just horrible for doing it...

I wanted a hug from Andy so very badly. I'd have settled for one from anyone that I feel ok being a wreck around, but... those people are few and far between these days... So I mostly just bawled everywhere. I shared my woes with Carolyn, who is a very sympathetic listener. She also tends to think it's kind of funny when Mommy's face is all wet.

I'm better today. It's amazing what a little sleep will do.

We're still waiting on pins and needles to find out if Mom is approved for the Perifosine.... Mom says she cries every time the phone rings. I get antsy myself.

In other news, Carolyn rolled from her front to her back today!!! How fun! She's even putting all of her rolling techniques together to get places. She turns four months today... Gosh time moves fast with a baby!