Bad Hair/Bad Perspective.
I must be completely out of whack perspective wise. I got my hair cut today. I don't like it. In fact... I think I hate it. It either looks bad or looks like I didn't have anything done (both because it looked bad before I had it cut... *sigh*).
Well so... I have enough going on right now that you'd think I'd be in perspective about this. You'd think I wouldn't cry over it because I can rationally say, "This could SO be worse..." But no. I've been down about it all day, and when Andy got home to see it I just burst into tears.
Stupid me... Pinning hopes on a darn haircut for so long. I had been looking forward to it for a few months and had built it way up and then it turned out lousy.
Why can't I take this with a grain of salt. It'll grow out.
But I really wanted to feel pretty for a little bit.
Yes... I know pretty isn't all that important in the long run.
And I cried over it. There are so many other things worth crying over or celebrating over right now and I'm blown off course by hair I don't like. Grrr.
Well so... I have enough going on right now that you'd think I'd be in perspective about this. You'd think I wouldn't cry over it because I can rationally say, "This could SO be worse..." But no. I've been down about it all day, and when Andy got home to see it I just burst into tears.
Stupid me... Pinning hopes on a darn haircut for so long. I had been looking forward to it for a few months and had built it way up and then it turned out lousy.
Why can't I take this with a grain of salt. It'll grow out.
But I really wanted to feel pretty for a little bit.
Yes... I know pretty isn't all that important in the long run.
And I cried over it. There are so many other things worth crying over or celebrating over right now and I'm blown off course by hair I don't like. Grrr.
posted by Val @ 5:48 PM
1 Comments:
At 5:50 AM,
Red said…
I think this is some kind of hazing into motherhood. The same exact thing happened to me, but it wasnt until j was 3 months old that I got my hair cut. I cried for days about it and anyone else would have thought I was nuts. try not to let it get you down. You are a beautiful woman and I am sure Andy knows it well!
Hugs
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